To many people, Jolyn is always and always will be the happy-go-lucky girl.
This girl has this wonderfully complicated life. All the different sides of her life.
You may not know she has claustrophobia and she has no plan to overcome this fear.
You may not know how much she hates it when she is angry,
you would try to calm her down by saying "Don't be angry laaa" It pisses her off more than anything else under the sun. (See why I don't tell you anything that pisses me off now?)
You may not know how frustrated she can be when her plan is spoilt by "sudden happenings".
You may not feel the goosebumps she gets when she sees a group of fast-moving ants.
You may not know how much she appreciates friendship.
You may not know why she appreciates a particular girl so much.
You may not even realize one of the reasons she appreciates friendship with that girl is
you.
You may not know she hates it when you think acting stupid is actually funny.
You may not know sometimes she would want a little privacy.
You may not know sometimes she prefers people to keep quiet though she is one noisy girl herself.
You may not know sometimes when you don't understand something she says, she would rather skip the topic.
You may not know she actually heard what you told your friend this morning.
You still don't know how much it hurt.
